i am a big mess typing this post,
everything blurry…. from the tears,
and the knot in my stomach,
ache in my heart.
oh the drama!!!
this guy is off to Kindergarten!!!
and to help me get through the day.
i am a wreck.
i have been emotionally eating for
i have even had crazy thoughts of wanting another baby!!!
Caroline being so grown up, excited for her little brother!!
and never looked back.
i need more tissues…..and a drink…..with some chocolate cake.